haha tempted to touch has been playing again and again in my head since wednesday and i cant stop singing it. think everyone ard me is pretty irritated by it or if not theyve caught the tune are singing incessantly too. pretty amusing but the tune is just extremely catchy. and the song is quite nice. so yeah. ohwell (:
anyway today hasnt been a good day.. been an emotional wreck with a whole series of extreme mood swings. sorry to those who have been ard me. realized ive been living in my own world and getting my own way too much lately.. need to stop the selfishness and spare a thought for the ppl ard me. really. classmates and friends and all. trng today was screwed up thanks to me and my bullshit as well. my apologies to netballers esp tiff and pk.. theres really no excuse for my attitude today and i only can promise it ll never happen again.
k just got back from sending my sister off at the airport. shes off to gerogetown for 4 years except for short breaks back to singapore. weirdly enough im not upset or sad. waiting for everything to sink in. well for one shes already coming back in december for 2 weeks. and theres always technology to keep us in contact right. now i even get my own room and privacy. or perhaps its just that im, according to siewchi, heartless and emotionless. haha which i hope is not true. though it would be pretty great to be stoic right now.
okay i need to get some sleep desperately. been damn deprived of it lately and i swear my head is going to burst into a million pieces soon. the constant headache is getting worse by the second. plus have to wake up at 7 tmr for PW. is our group crazy or what. haha
again thanks to those who are constantly there for me. tiff for your support yesterday, grace and toren for your concern and especially yuzheng whos been there through everything. see yz i appreciate you!! wont slap you okay. haha kk really gonna sleep now.. its gonna be another long and busy day tmr. seeeyas (:
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